So I was called out bc I haven't posted in awhile (thanks Kisha) lol. Sorry for the hiatus. I hope everyone enjoyed Christmas with the ones you love I know I sure did!!!!
Over this Christmas weekend I was able to witness one of my friends aunts get married at the age of 51!!! It was a joyus occasion. And the man she married I swear was made just for her. I had a discussion with her about my acceptance of being eternally single. Meaning that I probably wouldn't ever get married and how I'm learning how to accept that. I've told this to a few people and they refuse to let me believe this and how they don't want me to lose hope. But I don't think I've lost anything at all.
Yes getting married was a desire of mine. But I've had lots of desires in my life that didn't come to pass. I wanted to be a doctor didn't happen. I wanted to be a singer, didn't happen. Wanted to work with the deceased, didn't happen. These things didn't happen not because I didn't want them to, but because they weren't suppose to.
Was I disappointed, yes. But most of the times doors are closed and remain that way because what is behind them is not for our good.
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